Why am I doing this

The utility companies are just plain evil, I swear. I curse them! Occasionally life gets in the way and I forget to pay on time. Not only are my bills already so high, but they waste no time in adding additional fees on top of it! Right now I can’t do anything about my expensive utility bills. I just have to deal with it until I can afford to update the HVAC in my house. I know I won’t be able to do that for awhile though, and in the meantime I feel like I’m just wasting money on these expensive utility bills and not getting a whole lot in return. I’d love to get a brand new HVAC system installed. I know at some point I’ll want to gut the house down to the studs anyway, because it’s old and needs work. That will be the perfect opportunity to also update the heating and cooling system throughout the entire house. It’s something that I know is going to happen sometime in the future, but I’m worried about the cost. I like my budget, and I’m good at sticking to it. I like to have a good amount of savings in the bank. I know a renovation is going to be a huge project and expense. At the same time, once it’s done, the house will be exactly what I’ve always dreamed of and most importantly it will be much more energy efficient! I won’t have to deal with those outrageous utility bills! I look forward to it and fear it at the same time…

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